Thought I would pop in here to share how utterly ridiculous I am. I am sitting here trying to get some stuff done and literally crying because I am so tired. I am not sleeping that well, but I think the exhaustion has more to do with this pregnancy than anything. (Apparently placenta praevia comes with extra exhaustion) Anytime I try to do anything, like go downstairs to wash a load of laundry; or walk to the other room to get the phone; or sit upright for more than half an hour, I feel like laying down, having a good cry and then a nap.
I am so frustrated, because there is so much to be done around here and I honestly can not do it. I feel utterly lame and guilty at my lack of energy and gumption. And I am getting really grumpy about what is not getting done.
I know, I know, there is no point being upset and frustrated. I just need to accept my limitations at this moment and let go. I KNOW! I just want to grump about it for tonight
Ahh.... I feel better already. Venting is therapeutic, don't ya think?
Brent is working in the yard this evening, but he just took all the kids for ice cream. I can't tell you the relief I feel with them all out of the house for a few moments. I love them all to pieces. I love spending my days with them, but a few moments of peace in my day is heaven. I am actually dreading them coming home, I am having a difficult time dealing with all the chaos these days. If I am lucky, Daddy will get them right into bed when they get back. Then I shall go to bed too.