Terrible blogger, it had been weeks-seems like the crazier my life gets the less I find to write. Hard to make myself slow down and take stock, and I really need to. I have let myself fill my time with things that are not high on my long term priority list.
Top of the list: God, my husband, my children, my family, my friends. Maybe I need to write that out one hundred times to help it sink back into my brain, lol. How I have been filling my time? being busy. busy accomplishing nothing really. Filling my mind and days with 'stuff' most of it not contributing to the master plan.
Time to refocus on my family, actively teaching my children every day, with a plan and goals in mind. Time to get my house in order, organizing and purging to make it all more manageable. Time to research and plan out the next school year. Time to focus on my marriage and make it centered on God, learning to communicate with my husband in an effective way. Mostly it is time for me to focus on God, spending time with him each day and seeking his direction for my life, I have felt a little lost the last few months and I know it is because I have been going full steam ahead without listening for his voice, without even any real plan of my own.
I want to stop running blindly into the darkness, without his light to guide me. God please meet me here and lead me where you want me to go.